I think it's a necessary work for me to do this before first day of 2013 going to end. It's totally a brand new year, brand new day, brand new chapter and a brand new life for me but I got lots of memorable memories in 2012 and I needed to mark it down before I going to forget it (damnit)! No, I'm just joking ♥
#1 - 23th October 2012, I can tell this day was one of the worst day in my life. I got officially graduated from my high school, even though I hate exams and books but I do enjoyed and loved my school's times and the days I spent with my schoolmates.
It's absolutely a heart-breaking day :(
#2 - 5th November 2012, If graduation day was one of my worst day in my life then this day would be one of my memorable day in my life and I think every students will never forget this day. HIGH-SCHOOL-WORLD-WAR .... SPM
Seriously, a month of exam passed so fast but it's really suffer during that month. I've enough of reading and memorizing history whole day long! But now, I really miss those days. At least I got target and now I'm totally feeling so lifeless. I don't know what should I do nowwwwwww ":(
I can sit down at starbucks and concentrate on my revision until you have no idea what time it is but now, NO WAY!
#3 - 3rd December 2012, the day officially ended my exam and officially leave and no more coming back to school. I remembered, after I've finished my last paper and I looking at the clock. As the minute goes by, I realize the distance I wave goodbye to the school I've been went for 5 years and the friends are getting close. Those feelings are complicated and it's even can say never have that in my life before. I would never forget the days I gathered around and gossip together, I got a very strong relationship with my form4 and form5's classmates and it's something very precious.
MY COPYRIGHT FACE!
So happy yet so sad ...... X
Came back from school, after bath then the first thing I've done is cleaning up my shitty study room. During the time I'm cleaning up, the feelings came up from your heart again and I can feel my heart was pain. Inside these, I can see what I've done and have been through in these 5 years. Your first result, your first class's photo, your first flying colors result and even your first crush haha.
We went Sunway Lagoon and I felt so good finally I can touch water and it reminded me I've almost skipped my swimming class for 2 months and that's means I've been no-touching-water for 2 months.
My sweetie pie and heart ♥
It's also the first time we no drying our hair after shower because no one is bringing the hair dryer.
The life without school's times were totally unbearable suffering. It's quite trouble when I only can contact with my friends through fb, twitter, whatsapp and sometimes viber but as lots of us went to driving lessons one by one, many of our friends get their driving license and can drive us out when we wanted.
When there's nothing can do at midnight, I would check back our school's memories and reminded me we really used to be so happy at school. Thanks for the people who's with me in this whole amazing journey. Love you XOXO ♥
Mom promised me she will bring me for trip after my exam is ended and so she did :)
My daddy always asked me am I going to move from our house? because I always bring and put lots of snack and thing into my bag.
Last year, my mom not allowed me to decorate my christmas tree and I don't know why but she gave permission to let me do this year. She's our boss, no one couldn't not listening to her.
Can't believe I done this myself and I kept praised myself ♥
CHEERS, IT'S CHRISTMAS. Isn't it pretty?
My mom bought this ring to me as my exam's over and christmas present. Mom, I want T&Co next time :)
What you've done and you felt very proud of yourself to done these things in 2012? I seem, not many. But there is some things made me feels so happy about it.
It's 3rd January today and it's third brand new day for me but I don't know why, it seems not good as I think.
I'm glad I've been totally passed my suffered year and it's include my senior year and it's a big war for me which I called it as jail's or prison's life and it's also include love. In last day of 2012, I've finally confessed to someone I've loved for a year but never tell him. I don't know where I get the courage to tell him and I felt very comfortable after I told him and I believe I can let go and let it officially end in a short time by the way, I'm still dry. Wouldn't I?
Haha, love you XOXO :)









